yeaaaaaaah
yea, i most def didn't get to go down to OC.. mom is so super pissed about the whole deal... i'm really hopin that once i have the chance to explain myself, she will understand... scottie certainly in no way what so ever helps. all he wants to do is screw me over, and that is exactly what he is accomplishing... david was right- it was nice talkin, but it just really sucked b/c he had to leave again so soon... i really was sad that i couldn't go to OC last nite. i don't think i realized how much i was lookin forward to it til chris texted me askin if i was comin down.. buuut, i'll get over it- like i told jessica, there will be plenty of chances to go down there, and i hardly ever have the chance to hang out with who i did... now i just have to deal with today.. i'm so hungry because, since i am hardly ever in trouble, and i want so badly to make my mom happy, when i am in trouble i get so stressed out that i can't eat and i'm sick to my stomach.. i feel a lil bit better today, and i'm a bit more hopeful... we shall see.....