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nevermind whatever i said in the last post im an idiot there is a reason i never expect anything good to happen to me and i was just reminded of it never ever ever do can i ever count on something so nice as that would have been to work out because it never ever ever does i dont understand what is going on what you are thinking or how much of this is legitimate but let me tell you that it really truely hurts i dont really know how deep the pain is bc im in the moment but it is definitely there and it sucks im seeing the side that everyone warned me of and i dont know what to think how could i ever be so stupid i really should know better forget every happy feeling i felt it was all a lie.