when life gives you lemons....
well today wasnt a very exciting day. i had fun and all, i was just thinking and i realized that absolutely nothing exciting has happened... yet... haha. well, actually, im already half an hour into tomorow, so i guess i cant really say yet bc the days over... so a boring day.
i worked.. and closed... i close every nite this weekend. i really dont mind closing too much bc i have fun and all, or as much as you can. i just do not look forward to it bc it takes so long and i get out of there sooo late. at least tomorow and sun nite i close with shel.
ummm.. haha there is absolutely nothing to say. its been a long tiring week, but still, everything is pretty simple right now- its like my life is on simmer, and its all just stewing. and thats prolly a good thing bc lately it seems like my life's been on boil, and that is just too much for me. i cant take the heat.
ok so yea, um... oh yea... i was riding with marc to seaford yesterday, and we were just chillin, and i was thinkin. i realized that so much has changed since last year. i mean, sooo much, even just for me. like, the way i see the world, the way i see other ppl, the way i see myself, the way i act. everything. and its just weird to think back and see the things that bothered me, and then to look at the things that bother me now bc they are so... different, in a way, but still.... i dont know. its hard to explain, so never mind...
ok well i think im goin to bed. davids sposed to call, but hopefully he'll just call and not text first. he usually does that to make sure im not sleepin, but i honestly would rather him call and wake me- id much rather talk to him than sleep. what do i accomplish while i'm sleeping? well, about the same that i accomplish while i'm talking to him, but i still prefer talking to him.
nite...
i worked.. and closed... i close every nite this weekend. i really dont mind closing too much bc i have fun and all, or as much as you can. i just do not look forward to it bc it takes so long and i get out of there sooo late. at least tomorow and sun nite i close with shel.
ummm.. haha there is absolutely nothing to say. its been a long tiring week, but still, everything is pretty simple right now- its like my life is on simmer, and its all just stewing. and thats prolly a good thing bc lately it seems like my life's been on boil, and that is just too much for me. i cant take the heat.
ok so yea, um... oh yea... i was riding with marc to seaford yesterday, and we were just chillin, and i was thinkin. i realized that so much has changed since last year. i mean, sooo much, even just for me. like, the way i see the world, the way i see other ppl, the way i see myself, the way i act. everything. and its just weird to think back and see the things that bothered me, and then to look at the things that bother me now bc they are so... different, in a way, but still.... i dont know. its hard to explain, so never mind...
ok well i think im goin to bed. davids sposed to call, but hopefully he'll just call and not text first. he usually does that to make sure im not sleepin, but i honestly would rather him call and wake me- id much rather talk to him than sleep. what do i accomplish while i'm sleeping? well, about the same that i accomplish while i'm talking to him, but i still prefer talking to him.
nite...