marshmellows.... lol andrew

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so yea i had to put my pony down today.. that was sad... it is so depressing to have to put a pet to sleep.. but i don't really wanna dwell on that.. i don't like dealing with that thought.. david says i'm heartless.. i say i just don't like dealing with how i feel...

anyway, i was rather depressed when i went to church, and i felt so bad bc andrew was makin the funniest jokes about glue and such, and i laughed so hard. but its ok, he wasn't bein disrespectful, he was just tryin to cheer me up, and he did. oh man lol we were sposed to have a picnic, but it started like seriously rainin, so we couldn't like go sit out in the park.. sooo, us being the determined ppl we are, we ate right there in the basement of the church- we moved the tables, got out a sheet from one of the closets, and definitely ate our sandwiches and chips right there... so yea, that was interesting....

i'm very happy i'm not leaving.. i've made a number of plans just today, and i'm gonna go out with a bang... i just hope i can have fun when i'll be so looking forward to sunday... either way, what a wonderful way to end this day... i was feelin more than a bit down, and it's just nice to be cheered up. :-D