i wanna run away
i don't think that i've ever felt worse.. i don't think that my mom and i have ever ever ever been on such bad terms.. i don't even wanna travel with her to NC... she doesn't believe me, and the worst part is i can see why she would doubt me. but the thing is that i'm not lyin, and i couldn't even if i wanted to, which i don't.. i don't think i've ever felt so crappy about everything... and there is noone for me to talk to, noone who i can tell.. everyone has their own problems right now, and even if they didn't, i... i just don't know.. i always complain about everything and i talk too much, so i'm done with it.. i would say i'll make it, bc i know that i'm not dead yet.. but i don't even wanna make it right now... i just wanna get away...