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John feeds his fish live blackworms (long, skinny, aquiggly swimming worms) and keeps them in a tupperware container in the fridge. its gross, sort of, but I didn't care.
and then i knocked the container over by accident and the worms splashed all over the floor (mostly missing the fridge, thank god). and I was trying to clean them up and they scared me so much that I was pretty much sobbing and john found me and finished the job. so, point is, I am afraid of worms as well as caterpillars, and its a weird thing to just randomly discover like that.
and I feel disgusting and freaked out and i can't stop seeing the worms in my head. It makes me feel ridiculous. I'm not afraid of spiders or beetles or snakes or dead mice or anything, but I'm afraid of worms.
and then i knocked the container over by accident and the worms splashed all over the floor (mostly missing the fridge, thank god). and I was trying to clean them up and they scared me so much that I was pretty much sobbing and john found me and finished the job. so, point is, I am afraid of worms as well as caterpillars, and its a weird thing to just randomly discover like that.
and I feel disgusting and freaked out and i can't stop seeing the worms in my head. It makes me feel ridiculous. I'm not afraid of spiders or beetles or snakes or dead mice or anything, but I'm afraid of worms.