Oct 28, 2009 21:41
Today I went out and when I got back, Julian was here. He had made me dinner, and planned this perfect evening. It's my birthday and he did everything.
I'm not used to things like this. Birthdays were never a big deal. I was never a big deal, and now I have a family, friends, and a Julian who treat me like I matter. I think I got more gifts today than I have gotten in the rest of my life combined. It's not really the gifts that matters, it's that I do.
Thank you. I don't usually talk. I don't like it. But maybe now that I know people are listening, I can try harder. But know even if I say nothing, you all are the most wonderful people I have ever known.