Filtered away from Julian

[lightenshadows]

I did a Demon Thing to Julian. Two nights ago. I don't know what it was. I didn't mean to. He says everything's fine, but I don't know how to stop from doing it again. I don't know what happened to make me do it this time.

I said I'd never let anyone hurt him.

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[deirdre_ionuin]

You did a demon thing to Julian? Like what, Sweetie? If he says everything's fine, I'm sure it is. But I have the creds in this department so feel free to ask me anything.

[lightenshadows]

He said he felt drained... or sucked.

[deirdre_ionuin]

Oh! Oh I see. Right, the soul-sucking thing. Oh, Damon, it won't hurt him. You won't drain someone completely unless you really mean to. And even then, he'll just fall asleep and wake up with a headache.

You cannot harm his health that way. Know that first.

As for stopping it, if it happens again you'll probably notice it or what you did when it happened. Slowly you'll start to realise that it's going to happen and you'll get it under control. It's all part of learning. Growing pains, if you will. Julian knows about this stuff, so he'll understand.

You're not a bad person.

[lightenshadows]

Okay.

[father_peter]

I second that, Damon. You are not a bad person.

If you feel the need to speak to someone about this, I'm always available to phone. But that Joe just happens to be brilliant, and I'm sure you'd rather talk to him.

It's not always fair, the differences that set demons apart from humans. You shouldn't have all these extra things to look out for when there is already so much. But you can take Julian flying with you. There are upsides to everything.

[lightenshadows]

Thank you. It's good to know I have so many people who are looking out for us.