wow
what a long time its been my dear live journal. my live seems a bit empty with out myspace any more (how pathetic is that) and i suppose im reaching out to any friends i can find right now. i've hurt a lot of people these past 7 months, and how that i'm hurting i know that its going to be really hard for me to expect the things that i want. i'm sorry to everyone i pushed aside. i'm sorry. i suppose i should be looking at today and moving on. theres a great big world out there and i've been missing it. i've been missing it. i suppose its never too late to start over... but the more time passes the harder it is to do. so much has gone said and unsaid. i just dont really know what to do any more. he's unhealthy and i shouldnt be with him... i'm making the right decision, but in so many ways he is all that i have. he did a good job of making me depend on him. well i wont do that this time. all my lovely friends out there. i want to give it another try if you are. i'm sorry for the past. lets look at the future. i love you.