6 months have come and gone...
Well I guess its time for updates...
Steve is moving out. I couldn't be more thrilled as far as getting the apartment to ourselves goes. I mean Steve is a sweet guy, but now I get to be with Joe and it will be nice for it to just be the two of us. (Not that I don't mind the company when Joe is at work and I'm bored at night...) He finally moved the bulk of his belongings out of the floor of our apartment and to be honest it makes this place feel a little empty and even less like home. Although its never really felt like home to me. I guess I just miss being at home with my mom and dad. As much as she drives me crazy she is whole heartedly one of my best friends. I miss her more and more with each passing day... And of course I am a daddy's girl so I miss him a lot...
Me and Shamron's trip to Gatlinburg is one month away now. God I am so excited!!! It'll be weird not having Joe around for a week... Although, I think it might do us some good. I think I get on his nerves sometimes from being together so much... Six months have passed with Joe and I seeing each other? Can you believe it? Sometimes it feels as though we have known each other our entire lives. The way he can make me feel comfortable even in the worst situations is uncanny. Yet, there are times when I think... God, where has the time gone? Going through this emotional time in my life I cant think of a better person to have ended up becoming a true best friend. I found an icon online that says "True love is when you realize that your boyfriend is your best friend." I think its suits the way I feel at the moment. I have such a calm feeling inside when he is around. Just knowing that he will be there tomorrow and the next day no matter what is enough to take a load of stress off.
Been thinking about a lot of things lately. I want to finish up my last classes at JCC and decide where exactly I am going with my life. I miss photography a lot more that I realized. Not until I started going through my old assignments did it hit me how long its been since I got to use the photo lab and dark room on campus... I miss the good times I had at school. Working on getting my license finally. Got a car its a 88' Honda Accord. Old P.O.S!!! but it'll get me from point A to point B alright.
Got a promotion at Burlington Coat Factory. I am now a CSS YIPPIE!!! I was SOOO excited today... I feel like things are moving up again in my life. I just hope they continue on this path. My relationship with my parents has improved, I have a wonder guy in my life, I still have Shamron with whom I can share everything w/o worries, Im out on my own, and most importantly I am ok. There were times I didn't know if I would ever be happy again. Now that doesn't seem like such a hard goal to reach.
:) So all in all I guess things are going well. I hope all is well with everyone else. I'll talk to everyone later...
Night
Cynthia
Steve is moving out. I couldn't be more thrilled as far as getting the apartment to ourselves goes. I mean Steve is a sweet guy, but now I get to be with Joe and it will be nice for it to just be the two of us. (Not that I don't mind the company when Joe is at work and I'm bored at night...) He finally moved the bulk of his belongings out of the floor of our apartment and to be honest it makes this place feel a little empty and even less like home. Although its never really felt like home to me. I guess I just miss being at home with my mom and dad. As much as she drives me crazy she is whole heartedly one of my best friends. I miss her more and more with each passing day... And of course I am a daddy's girl so I miss him a lot...
Me and Shamron's trip to Gatlinburg is one month away now. God I am so excited!!! It'll be weird not having Joe around for a week... Although, I think it might do us some good. I think I get on his nerves sometimes from being together so much... Six months have passed with Joe and I seeing each other? Can you believe it? Sometimes it feels as though we have known each other our entire lives. The way he can make me feel comfortable even in the worst situations is uncanny. Yet, there are times when I think... God, where has the time gone? Going through this emotional time in my life I cant think of a better person to have ended up becoming a true best friend. I found an icon online that says "True love is when you realize that your boyfriend is your best friend." I think its suits the way I feel at the moment. I have such a calm feeling inside when he is around. Just knowing that he will be there tomorrow and the next day no matter what is enough to take a load of stress off.
Been thinking about a lot of things lately. I want to finish up my last classes at JCC and decide where exactly I am going with my life. I miss photography a lot more that I realized. Not until I started going through my old assignments did it hit me how long its been since I got to use the photo lab and dark room on campus... I miss the good times I had at school. Working on getting my license finally. Got a car its a 88' Honda Accord. Old P.O.S!!! but it'll get me from point A to point B alright.
Got a promotion at Burlington Coat Factory. I am now a CSS YIPPIE!!! I was SOOO excited today... I feel like things are moving up again in my life. I just hope they continue on this path. My relationship with my parents has improved, I have a wonder guy in my life, I still have Shamron with whom I can share everything w/o worries, Im out on my own, and most importantly I am ok. There were times I didn't know if I would ever be happy again. Now that doesn't seem like such a hard goal to reach.
:) So all in all I guess things are going well. I hope all is well with everyone else. I'll talk to everyone later...
Night
Cynthia