Damn I really need to keep up with this thing...

[lightboothchick]

Well, as many of you know, I've been dealing with some serious emotions lately... I got some bad news from the doctor... (More surgery) I hate fuckin being sick all the time! I started talking to an old friend of mine that seriously gets under my skin... Both in a good way and bad... Ppl are seriously trying to fuck that up for me too... Here I was thinking we were gettin along and they start saying shit in my ear and I get all pissed and none of it was true... As usual I guess... I miss him sumtin fearce... I just hope all of this works out in the end and neither one of us get hurt... There is a guy (u know who u are) and I know u are reading this so listen closely!

I CAN'T DO THIS! I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU IF ALL YOU ARE GOING TO DO IF FUCKING USE ME AND HURT ME LIKE I AM SOME TRAILER TRASH HOE! I AM NOT YOUR WHORE STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!!

Anyways...
To my ex (can we ever go back to where we were?)

Laurana Hall says what my words cant express... (U rock girl)

Another Night

By:Laurana Hall

Another starless,sleepless night.

Lying here alone.

In a room with locked, open doors.

In a house that is not a home.

Another dark and dreamless night.

No moon to light my way.

No one to hold me close,

And whisper it's okay.

Another night that's endless,

Here alone to drown in my pain.

Another night I'm missing you.

Calling out your name.