Nov 27, 2009 03:50
I've been up and in pain all night. I'm bleeding. Fuck shit goddamn. I've been off my T too long and now I'm turning into a gutted fish and I'm nauseated and i cant get warm or cool enough and I can barely move, and I cant sleep a bit. I'm in so much pain its unbelievable right now.
I'm freaking out. I dont have the money to do anything but gut it out and hope it passes soon. And I'm supposed to leave for work soon. I cant safely work like this!
I need an endo, I need more T. I need more T so bad it hurts. literally. its been like 2 months.