panic attack 1 (6:15pm)
OH MY GOD I HAVE FUCKING SO MUCH SHIT TO DO I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT!!! I TOOK A NAP ON A GROSS SOFA AND WOKE UP REALIZING THAT I NOW AM 2 HOURS SHORT TO WRITE THIS STUPID FUCKING PAPER FOR SUSAN TALLMAN. I HATE WRITING STUPID THINGS FOR PEOPLE I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT! WHY IS THIS CLASS FUCKING REQUIRED ANYWAYZ! NONE OF US LEARNED SHIT! SHE'S GOT AN ELEVATOR VOICE THAT PUTS PEOPLE TO SLEEP AS SOON AS ANYONE WALKS INTO THE CLASS ROOM. AND IT'S GOT TO BE TWENTY PAGES OF NONE SENSE! I HATE THE PAINTING I CHOSE--IT'S SO FUCKING UGLY AND BORING THAT I DON'T KNOW WHY THE MUSEUM FUCKING BOUGHT IT!