hi hi!

Jul 07, 2004 15:34

yay, avu (the school i'm studying at prague) has internet. i am just a tiny bit disappointed at their photo facility, however, for they only have 5 computers available for summer. all of their other good stuff is locked away,including the wet darkroom, and we can't use any of it. for some czech reasons. i'm sure i don't understand any of it. oh well.

after i had a class with lynn brown, i've been avoiding to do self portraits. i guess i must have realized that i am very sick of people talking about themselves. there is a big difference between complaining about one's problems and pretending to be a victim to everything including one's mother (and call it art), and actually sharing unique insights and visions with the world.

yeah, i was abused as a child and that's why i hate but crave authority figures. yeah, i was raped and became a lesbian/feminist so all my photographs are about how i hate guys and their cocks. yeah, i have one leg and i have been thru so much so you all should fall in love with the reborn me. yeah, my decision to come to art school is so brave because i was going to be a doctor at harvard med school so look at me now and appreciate my artistic talent and don't forget my inward intelligence.

yeah, me me me me me. when you're appreciating my angsty but brilliant art work, do shed your tears of sympathy, but most importantly, be pleasantly amazed by my outstanding ability to exploit private personal issues and admire my bravery to be willing to be a public drama queen.

be a part of my problem.not because my problem is really you no, that important. but because i say so you must care about my shit.

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