He who throws dirt is losing ground...
And I am slipping away into oblivion...
So today things became a bit more convoluted than other days...There's only so much a person can take--wonder when I'll reach my limit?
All I can say is that I messed up...BIG TIME. And not only did it affect me, if affected an innocent...One who didn't deserve anything that I brought upon them.
I can't continue to wonder why certain events occur in my life...especially this one. I definitely brought this big heaping pile-o-crap upon myself, all because I wanted what I wanted when I wanted it. And f*ck everybody else. How selfish can I be? How did I not see this happening? Am I really that idiotic?
I don't know anymore...
So today things became a bit more convoluted than other days...There's only so much a person can take--wonder when I'll reach my limit?
All I can say is that I messed up...BIG TIME. And not only did it affect me, if affected an innocent...One who didn't deserve anything that I brought upon them.
I can't continue to wonder why certain events occur in my life...especially this one. I definitely brought this big heaping pile-o-crap upon myself, all because I wanted what I wanted when I wanted it. And f*ck everybody else. How selfish can I be? How did I not see this happening? Am I really that idiotic?
I don't know anymore...