It's better to know what is real and work with it, than to pretend that it is what it's not.
Here is Holly's Baby, in his first Trimester...or is this how he will look when he comes out???
Stay tuned to find out!
But getting along with my post....
Lately, I've had some free time on my hands--that I kind of had to grab and fight for. I've been reexamining my life, and mainly ways to improve upon it. Ways to make me happier. To figure out who I am, and not who everybody else wants me to be.
Making some decisions I made for myself, I've lost quite a few people in my life. I will not entitle them 'friends', for if they really were, they would still be here. Let me tell you, it was truly an eye-opener. As Rina would say, "Fuck it." That is the attitude that I have taken upon myself. If you want to be in my life, you are more than welcome. Come with bullshit, and it won't be tolerated.
Jonelle, Rina, Holly, Pierre, Jon, Shannon--You guys have been there for me in so many ways, so many different times, I have simply lost track. You are my FAMILY. You have kept me sane when sanity attempted to jump out the 40th story window. (More than one occasion, I believe.) You've spent time, energy, money (Sometimes way too much...ahem...RINA.), tears, etc etc... and even though I don't tell you hardly as much as I should, I love you. I appreciate you. All of you.
For the first time in a long long time, I feel at peace with where I am/who I am.
Here's to starting a new chapter in my life--what could very well be the best one yet!
Stay tuned to find out!
But getting along with my post....
Lately, I've had some free time on my hands--that I kind of had to grab and fight for. I've been reexamining my life, and mainly ways to improve upon it. Ways to make me happier. To figure out who I am, and not who everybody else wants me to be.
Making some decisions I made for myself, I've lost quite a few people in my life. I will not entitle them 'friends', for if they really were, they would still be here. Let me tell you, it was truly an eye-opener. As Rina would say, "Fuck it." That is the attitude that I have taken upon myself. If you want to be in my life, you are more than welcome. Come with bullshit, and it won't be tolerated.
Jonelle, Rina, Holly, Pierre, Jon, Shannon--You guys have been there for me in so many ways, so many different times, I have simply lost track. You are my FAMILY. You have kept me sane when sanity attempted to jump out the 40th story window. (More than one occasion, I believe.) You've spent time, energy, money (Sometimes way too much...ahem...RINA.), tears, etc etc... and even though I don't tell you hardly as much as I should, I love you. I appreciate you. All of you.
For the first time in a long long time, I feel at peace with where I am/who I am.
Here's to starting a new chapter in my life--what could very well be the best one yet!