promness...

[light_of_lisen]

so prom wasn't as bad as antisipated but not as good as it could of been. i danced with some friends of mine. two danced so white its not even funny! and the other is a good dancer. still wish i had gotten to ride in a limo and go somewhere afterwards but oh well i guess. i suppose its just as well b/c about 30 min after i got home i fell asleep. i have a crush on someone that if you would've told a month ago that i would like him i would have said you're in need of some serious medical help...but i'm not going to tell who it is...only one person knows right now and if she tells anyone she is going to get a swift kick in the ass! anyways, this is going to be my last high school crush...ah the memories...*thinks of the guys that dominated my thoughts these past four years**curses on them**and yet...sigh...how i wish there could have been more with some*....anyways enough with memory lane ther...time to think about the future. i dearly hope i don't get sucked into the stereotypical artist thing. yeh, its not healthy. i'm gonna finally be alone next year. unattached. a bran new start with nothing hanging over me.
artist's metaphor:
a blank canvas wating to be filled with the colors of my future

(depressing spin)

or lack of color

later...