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I want to be loved
and so
I
Throw myself on the mercy of the people
Clinging, desperate, almost eerie
- A happy child so sad and needy
Messed up hair and muddled mind -
The fairy queens from pantomimes
Dont make you shine out beautiful
When you are shut inside.
The girl in the book
Says we
Have
Stars in our bodies and atoms in our fingers:
Blinking, stumbling with us through life
Beyond the lights that shone so bright.
A far cry from the live they knew,
Unless a windbrushed whisper echoes through
Of what they were in who you are
Too human - made of stars.
Cardiff english seems to love me again - essays back from mrel and Iain deciding that extra-curiccular activities clearly aren't hurting my skills at all - a nice world to fall back on after poetry - although I still havent found the essay for that - drat. Spent half the day on history - presentations galore, two hours or so on beowulf and two hours or more stood in a freezing church near christmas time singing, among other, bob chilcot, memories of choir and this year is like all others in a same and very different way - I love it but it's so very strange. I think I scared someone away - I'm sorry if so, I take it back or else I'll hide it, either way, you mean too much to me for that. Party for the James today, scene queens, drama, cabaret! Gay boys in gay clubs with hoards of girls - I love you all - take care of yourself
and so
I
Throw myself on the mercy of the people
Clinging, desperate, almost eerie
- A happy child so sad and needy
Messed up hair and muddled mind -
The fairy queens from pantomimes
Dont make you shine out beautiful
When you are shut inside.
The girl in the book
Says we
Have
Stars in our bodies and atoms in our fingers:
Blinking, stumbling with us through life
Beyond the lights that shone so bright.
A far cry from the live they knew,
Unless a windbrushed whisper echoes through
Of what they were in who you are
Too human - made of stars.
Cardiff english seems to love me again - essays back from mrel and Iain deciding that extra-curiccular activities clearly aren't hurting my skills at all - a nice world to fall back on after poetry - although I still havent found the essay for that - drat. Spent half the day on history - presentations galore, two hours or so on beowulf and two hours or more stood in a freezing church near christmas time singing, among other, bob chilcot, memories of choir and this year is like all others in a same and very different way - I love it but it's so very strange. I think I scared someone away - I'm sorry if so, I take it back or else I'll hide it, either way, you mean too much to me for that. Party for the James today, scene queens, drama, cabaret! Gay boys in gay clubs with hoards of girls - I love you all - take care of yourself