Aug 11, 2006 09:26
So, I guess I will update this, because I haven't in awhile.
Good news- I'm STD free. lol. Something I hate about STD tests though- the fact that they will not tell you about HIV over the phone, so you have to worry about it in the car all the way to the center, thinking that you're going to get there and be told that you will be taking extra precautions the rest of your life, and it still might not be enough. And the two week waiting period is a bitch.
This is the last time I'm going to have to be tested so soon to the other times though. My next testing date will be about a year from now. I'm just a little afraid that I might have caught HIV from my 'friend' who lied to me about really being my friend and betrayed me after seven years of a great friendship. Ass. Speaking of betrayal, the anniversary of it is August 19th. I've been shaky and depressed for the past week, and I cried a lot yesterday, so much that I just had to get out and go eat with Thomas because I was going crazy doing so little. I really don't know what I'm going to do when the 19th comes. It must be something special though, because I already feel badly- by then I'm probably going to be a pillar of freaking happiness (drenched in sarcasm).
I'm a little nervous about starting back to school- just for the money aspect of it. I haven't worked while going to school since Reinhardt. I think I can do it. I'm going to need a second job though, probably, because I'm really not getting super hours at the moment. I was actually thinking about applying at Publix instead of taking a second hostessing job, but I don't know which entry-level job there is the easiest, most profitable, or with the most hours. Should I just ask a manager there or something?
Thomas' mom is paying $1200 to send us to Oregon for the Christmas break. I would miss him too much to be away from him during then again. I hope my mom understands.
Anyway, that is about all that's happening now. Such an eventful life, I'm sure. lol.
Peace.