Sep 12, 2008 19:07
[Paint is staining her face, jeans and oversize sweater. Her hair is pulled up, but pieces of it are falling around and in her face. She is obviously in her room and sitting by the window looking outside. Even off the network she can do nothing but sing lyrics.
The painting that she had been working on is laying against the wall. Half the face of a woman in browns, reds and blues. It's in oil paints and it is almost done.
She remembers this curse. She became closer to Thomas during it. It had been a nice curse at the time. This time, not so much. Taking a sip of her hot chocolate she yawns and starts to sing.]
There are worse things I could do,
than go with a boy or two
Even though the neighborhood thinks
I'm trashy and no good I suppose it could be true,
but there are worse things I could do I could flirt
with all the guys, smile at them and bat my eyes.
Press against them when we dance,
make them think they stand a chance
and then refuse to see it through,
that's the thing I'd never do. I can stay home every night
Wait around for Mr. Right, take cold showers everyday,
and throw my life away, on a dream that won't come true
I could hurt someone like me, out of spite or jealousy,
I don't steal and I don't lie, but I can feel and I cry
In fact I'll bet you never knew, but to cry in front of you,
that's the worse thing I could do.
[This part is written]
Doctor ... and Rose for that matter. Where did you get the notion that I am Mat's girlfriend? Odd how I knew nothing about it. This place isn't a place that would cater to such situations, and beside that point we both have our own situations. faithfulness does not a girlfriend make. Especially when both parties are destined to be somewhere else with someone else.
I think the two of you are addressing certain issues of your own onto myself and Mat.
All this addressing and redressing is driving me past distraction. I leave for my own brain for a few days and you all go batty over things that are and are not there.
Now, to address both of your issue with your relationship. Perhaps, doctor you ought to think on how you have, are and have since being in the City, treated her. You have been hardly kind or loving. Or whatever some sort of boyfriend is. Lucifer knows my destined person is far more cruel then any other.
As for you Rose, when I told you not to see him I meant initially. As it was fresh. One must think on things logically. Will he continue to cause you to cry, to neglect you? If he will, and these things make you happy, then go to him. If he will and they do not, leave .... I think you understand my measures there.
And as for you Mat. The idea that you would listen to the words of a fighting couple astounds me. I really feel for the daughter of the seven moons for the idiocy she will have to endure.
[ooc: Lestat is probably the only one who can read the strikes. They're thoughts~]
annoyed,
caught up on friends,
cursed,
done thinking