long time no talk

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hey its me i no i no its been a while well im back now and im aloud on my own computer. I might get to go to mlss and visit for a day this week cause its wat i do im nervous about emily cause her mom is being kinda wierd and i dont know. School BLOWS and i might get to do the 504 program which is basicaly i have lyme disease i get tutors and all that shit. Ive talked to chris twice in the past four months but at least i talked to him right? I really miss a lot of people from last year i dont know what to do... I REALLY NEED A MAN TO MAKE OUT WITH. Im kinda at the point where i dont even give a fuck if i see Nick again even though i still kinda hate him for his break up skills and make out skills. One of my best friends from school this year is already in the hospital and I just cant deal with it right now, I have too much shit on my plate already and she expects me to be there when she needs someones shoulder and to call her every day, you know i try i really do but im just sick and tired of being everybodys BITCh its starting to piss me off. Well im kinda tired ive vented for the night ooo and if i make a new journal name ill tell u all so u no and ill try to right in it a little more MKAY??

alright well much love to all of you especially emily

<3<3<3<3<3<3 JOHN