(46) nonsense is up to you

Dec 04, 2003 17:22

Valuable times abound. Settle down. Relax.

My mind is thawing out, but I'm glad this time. The worst is the general decrease I experience. The hope was that decrease meant gathering, building potential somewhere. If the experiences I need to have are so far removed from my new potential, something must give. I'd rather give over the potential than lose sight of the goals I have.

I don't enjoy these experiences at all when I remove. Is it a matter of knowing the enjoyment or finding it? As I unremove, I begin to know more enjoyment, but in any state I can not find it free from deception. I can not identify joy and am wary of its disguises. I know now it is the bread of fools. Who claims wisdom?

I suspect that I can find a glory once removed, but the end is alienation; I'm sure. It's all about removing. I relocate my mind and have the opportunity to rebuild. The skill set is new, but how contrived? At least somewhat, I'm sure.

The distance can not be closed. Both the unremoved and removed swim with limbs that tire with use.

Truth is a tool; build the lie. Let's hope that belief escapes the collapse.
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