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so i've met someone that i am really into. except it is different than what i am used to. i am going through a period of celibacy right now. this guy hangs out with me and we have so much fun and there is no pressure to have sex no moves made upon me that are untoward...i just like the sweetness of it. the akwardness of it. i feel so crazy so peaceful even though i am shy as a motherfucker and that just makes him think its cute. i am so happy with this i want to puke. it's almost like dating when you're in high school except i spend the night at his house all the time and there's no curfew. ahh...