So I think I might try starting a youtube/blog type thing of my own.
This would mostly be to practice my technique for when Caitlin and I finally get our shit together, but I was thinking about my life, and the fact that I've been horribly depressed about it lately.
I've spent the last four days (or more, idek.) watching youtubers, and while I don't necessarily think that starting a blog and attempting internet fame is in the cards for me- I really fucking admire the way that these people just go after what they want, but they have very similar personalities to mine. (anxiety, mental health issues, procrastinators...)
I have spent a few days thinking about what I would even DO if I were a vlogger, and then I came back to my personality. My biggest flaw is how I cannot follow one path and stay focused on it. I was wondering if I could make a channel kind of based on that. I could go to different places and interview/try out different jobs and talk abut what they entail. I don't know if it would be funny or informative or what but it could be at least interesting? I don't know. My absolute favorite VHS tape when I was a kid was just this little video where this girl acted like an apprentice for an Animal vet, a glass blower and a couple of other really neat professions, and maybe that will be as hypnotic and interesting to someone else as it was to me.
I've been really miserable on and off; kind of like I'm struggling to keep my head above the water. I know I have to change something/everything. I can't keep doing the same thing that I have been. It's not working.
I've spent the last four days (or more, idek.) watching youtubers, and while I don't necessarily think that starting a blog and attempting internet fame is in the cards for me- I really fucking admire the way that these people just go after what they want, but they have very similar personalities to mine. (anxiety, mental health issues, procrastinators...)
I have spent a few days thinking about what I would even DO if I were a vlogger, and then I came back to my personality. My biggest flaw is how I cannot follow one path and stay focused on it. I was wondering if I could make a channel kind of based on that. I could go to different places and interview/try out different jobs and talk abut what they entail. I don't know if it would be funny or informative or what but it could be at least interesting? I don't know. My absolute favorite VHS tape when I was a kid was just this little video where this girl acted like an apprentice for an Animal vet, a glass blower and a couple of other really neat professions, and maybe that will be as hypnotic and interesting to someone else as it was to me.
I've been really miserable on and off; kind of like I'm struggling to keep my head above the water. I know I have to change something/everything. I can't keep doing the same thing that I have been. It's not working.