Ratatouille
French-class.
5th period.
And we're watching
Ratatouille. I've already seen it one time at home. Its a pretty good movie. I like it. But I don't feel like watching it. Im doing better. I think my heart is patching itself up. Speaking metaphorically, of course. Today is raining really hard, and the power was out here ar school. We were soooooo close to going home but it came back on like 10 mins after 3rd period started. I know I will be alone for quite some time. I mean, I can get with someone if I really wanted, but nows not the time. Neither will anytime soon be. I will be drinking with my brother tonight. And a couple of his friends. Its his birthday and people are comin over and we will have funnn and remember that life is gooooood. I bought him a birthday card that looks just like the cover of the bright eyes cd, "letting off the happiness".. I don't want my birthday to come. I had a goodone last year. A really goodone. And this year im pretty sure it'll be a badone. And I don't want people asking me what's wrong cause it only makes ne sad when people try to help me out. Like yesterday I was quiet and my dad picked me up. And on the way to his house he kept asking me and I looked out the window.stares. And I started crying. Im pretty sure he saw. And I know he knows its not his fault. Im hungry. I can't wait to get home. Today is going well. Acceptance is key to success.
5th period.
And we're watching
Ratatouille. I've already seen it one time at home. Its a pretty good movie. I like it. But I don't feel like watching it. Im doing better. I think my heart is patching itself up. Speaking metaphorically, of course. Today is raining really hard, and the power was out here ar school. We were soooooo close to going home but it came back on like 10 mins after 3rd period started. I know I will be alone for quite some time. I mean, I can get with someone if I really wanted, but nows not the time. Neither will anytime soon be. I will be drinking with my brother tonight. And a couple of his friends. Its his birthday and people are comin over and we will have funnn and remember that life is gooooood. I bought him a birthday card that looks just like the cover of the bright eyes cd, "letting off the happiness".. I don't want my birthday to come. I had a goodone last year. A really goodone. And this year im pretty sure it'll be a badone. And I don't want people asking me what's wrong cause it only makes ne sad when people try to help me out. Like yesterday I was quiet and my dad picked me up. And on the way to his house he kept asking me and I looked out the window.stares. And I started crying. Im pretty sure he saw. And I know he knows its not his fault. Im hungry. I can't wait to get home. Today is going well. Acceptance is key to success.