Dec 11, 2013 00:41
Finally ended my contract at the day job. It's a source of remarkable ambivalence for me -- on the one hand I enjoy recieving monies and buying nutrients, on the other I was pretty tired of that job, and especially of the particular species of gross corporate dysfunction that afflicted that company.
And, because I'm vastly more fortunate than I deserve, I seem to have fallen into a new day job, back in the SF bay area.
I just thought that I'd have so much more time. I'd be able to finish all those outstanding projects, do everything I said I would. And instead it looks like I'm leaping back into the red queen's race. A more interesting job, better-paid, but still not quite what I think I wanted.
もう一回、もう一回、
私は今日も転がります。