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[lifexisxtrue]

so everytime i break away the barriers i have put around my heart a knife stabbs it again and again untill i put them back up. Why cant life be like those storybook romance's where the guy finds this unbelieveable girl who makes his world turn around and they live happily ever after. Well i thought i had found that girl but i guess things werent the same in her mind? who fuckin cares ill get over it eventually. Im just pissed at the way she hid lots of things from me when she knew she was leading me on.

-rant off

happy new years. even though mine started off incredibly horrible