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ok so i know its been a while but some things just HAVE to be written down. Ive tried talking to people and getting their advice which is all good and everything but i felt the strong need to put this in my journal.
I have completely fallen for this girl. We are perfect together and have so much fun when we hang out. she is everything i want in a girl and for those of you who really know me you know that i am ppiiiiiicky with the girls i want to get involved with. I think i have fallen more for this girl than i have with any other girl in my life. Even to a point where my heart is in danger if she does happen to break it ( i dont want to even think about that). I guess my problem is that she has been different this past week and i dont know whats up with her. i havent really spoken to her but once or twice the past week and those times were only for a few minutes. I wish i knew what was wrong with her because untill i know , i will always think it has to do with me, and i know that is selfish and all but i like this girl too much for anything to happen. I want so bad to be in a relationship with her but she is not ready for one just yet. which i fully understand, she just came out of a bad relationship and needs some time to get over things. My question is how long is enough time? if anyone has seen the way we are when we are with each other you would figure we were dating. though im afraid if someone says that to her she might back off a little and i dont want that at all.
Im just afraid im falling in love with this girl. And love is a two way street. without the two lanes my heart is going to crash and burn. I just cant help myself around her.
I have completely fallen for this girl. We are perfect together and have so much fun when we hang out. she is everything i want in a girl and for those of you who really know me you know that i am ppiiiiiicky with the girls i want to get involved with. I think i have fallen more for this girl than i have with any other girl in my life. Even to a point where my heart is in danger if she does happen to break it ( i dont want to even think about that). I guess my problem is that she has been different this past week and i dont know whats up with her. i havent really spoken to her but once or twice the past week and those times were only for a few minutes. I wish i knew what was wrong with her because untill i know , i will always think it has to do with me, and i know that is selfish and all but i like this girl too much for anything to happen. I want so bad to be in a relationship with her but she is not ready for one just yet. which i fully understand, she just came out of a bad relationship and needs some time to get over things. My question is how long is enough time? if anyone has seen the way we are when we are with each other you would figure we were dating. though im afraid if someone says that to her she might back off a little and i dont want that at all.
Im just afraid im falling in love with this girl. And love is a two way street. without the two lanes my heart is going to crash and burn. I just cant help myself around her.