"I Can Do All Things Through Christ Who Strengthens Me"

[lifexafterxlove]

this whole life of mine has been gay this week. i feel trapped. i feel just like somebody has backed me into a corner and all i know how to do is cry. i cant get it through my little brain that travis will never change. and amanda will always be on his mind, good or bad. i know whats right. i know what i should do, for some reason i never do it right. and i wind up in the same place i started. im not a strong person. i need to tell myself to STOP...LOOK AROUND...travis doesnt love you. he doesnt want to be with you. hes a liar and will always be one. there is nothing i can do or say to make him change. from this point on there is no more travis...he is nothing to me but an ex boyfriend.

*******take a chance and teach him. i will teach him he cant treat me bad. and if he cant learn, then he wont treat me at all. ***********

ok, that will be the sentence i live by for the next month. no matter WHAT.

"I Can Do All Things Through Christ Who Strengthens Me"
Philippians 4:13