Ive got your picture...shes got you. Ive got your memory, or has it got me??
today is weird, i feel weird about everything. i think shit would be more appropriate than weird. i am getting this bad feeling about him. its baaad. i want to just walk away. its weird that i have this feeling bc everything is going so good. but to be honest. i feel trapped. i still dont understand if you love somebody how you can hurt them. i dont understand. and i know its going to happen again. i know deep down. im in denial. deep denial. i used to want him more than anything but now i am having second thoughts. i love him to death. but i cant trust him with my heart. i cant even trust him to tell me where hes going anymore. and on top of that, she wont ever go away. she will always want him. and she obviosly gets what she wants. if only he would learn to say no to her, yea, and carrots grow on trees... he wont ever be man enough to be honest and true to any girl. im the closest hes came and its still not close enough. i feel like if i give up now it will be just my luck that he will change and i will have wasted the past 2 years of my life. i know that one of these days she will show up again and he will hurt me again, so i guess im just fuckin crazy. crazy for loving you.
Ive got these little things...shes got you.
Ive got these little things...shes got you.