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Brock and Maddi are freaking out. I went over to Brock and Tyler's last night to swim and drink and smoke and socialize. It was nice. But when I took off my sweater with my swimming suit underneath, they freaked. My ribs are more visible than I thought. You can see my spine. I acted like I agreed with them and that it was disgusting and I promised them I'll try to gain weight. I lied. I'm relishing in this. Isabel (stick of my graduating class) complimented me at the coffee shop last week. I went from chubby to somewhat thin in two months flat. Stress is my new best friend.
Weston's mom was talking to me about all the parasites and worms that live in different lakes in Utah and I was shocked to find myself thinking of taking a trip to Lake Yuba just for a sip to shed the last of my extra weight. I'm ill. But the sickest part- I love it.
Weston's mom was talking to me about all the parasites and worms that live in different lakes in Utah and I was shocked to find myself thinking of taking a trip to Lake Yuba just for a sip to shed the last of my extra weight. I'm ill. But the sickest part- I love it.