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Well CM was fun again, but I can't stand my math teacher. It'd be cool if I could actually understand a word she says but no can do. I'm feeling a little bit better now, not because of anyone, but because of my thoughts.
I thought about my current situation on the way home and how depressing it was. I said to myself, "You shouldn't be this upset, you treated her with nothing but respect and love, yet you received the bare minimum in return."
"She had the opportunity to be with you, a person she considers to have a lot of respect for. Maybe one day she'll realize the mistake she made by turning away from you, or maybe it wasn't a mistake, maybe it was just meant to be that way and you should be just accept that. At least you're still friends after the whole thing and y'all can both be truthful to each other. You gave it more than your best shot and for that, you should be satisfied and leave it alone."
Now after all that what does it hurt so gosh damn much to think about you?
I thought about my current situation on the way home and how depressing it was. I said to myself, "You shouldn't be this upset, you treated her with nothing but respect and love, yet you received the bare minimum in return."
"She had the opportunity to be with you, a person she considers to have a lot of respect for. Maybe one day she'll realize the mistake she made by turning away from you, or maybe it wasn't a mistake, maybe it was just meant to be that way and you should be just accept that. At least you're still friends after the whole thing and y'all can both be truthful to each other. You gave it more than your best shot and for that, you should be satisfied and leave it alone."
Now after all that what does it hurt so gosh damn much to think about you?