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wow.. um i havent updated in a while and i guess i can now since I'm BORED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND.. and feeling a lil lonely..:(... idk whats going on with me... i miss knowing i have that one special person in my life... and idk what to do...anyways... I LOVE MARK AND TJ.. i've prolly said that many times but its the truth.. i love them like you would not believe ... ive hung out with them soo much lately its not even funny.. well more mark then tj but still... um.. lets see I had a really nice Christmas.. i wasnt expecting anything at all really... and i got a 30gb black ipod video... that made me really happy:).. then the next day i went with marky and picked up a case for it and so far it hasn't been 20ft away from me.. its was only that far away from me last night when i was charging it at marky's condo while him and i slept... other than that its been literally attached to my hip... um now I'm looking forward to NY's im finally getting out of the house and going to a party... hopefully ill have someone with me to cuddle and what not with... um yea... idk.. im not really in the thinking mood... im just really out of it...
I WISH I WERE OLDER, HAD A CAR, PARENTS WHO UNDERSTAND, A CARING & LOVING BOYFRIEND, MY OWN PLACE, AND A GOOD JOB.. but hey... I'm 15 and thats final, don't have a boyfriend at all, a dad who's a fucking asshole, and I don't even have a fucking permit
I WISH I WERE OLDER, HAD A CAR, PARENTS WHO UNDERSTAND, A CARING & LOVING BOYFRIEND, MY OWN PLACE, AND A GOOD JOB.. but hey... I'm 15 and thats final, don't have a boyfriend at all, a dad who's a fucking asshole, and I don't even have a fucking permit