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omfg junior fuckin broke up with my cause lindseys fuckin mom wtf i mean agh y does this shit always happen to me i mean i didnt do ne thing to ne one and we werent hurting ne one or doing ne thnig but hang out and i mean wtf. he told lindsey he did it to protect me and i mean yea thats sweet but i mean we could've worked shit out i dont even kno ne more im at the point where i just wanna die and shit seriously theres no point in life w/o junior! i love him and always will love him so much well im hangin out wit the bride to be and shes strippin 4 me to make me happy lol j/k but she lauren holly lindsey and krystal are like the only friends that are actually there 4 me and agh i miss junior so fuckin much i just wanna cry some more i mean i cried myself to sleep last night then i woke up and started crying more and didnt even get sleep then i finally fall asleep and my fuckin mom wakes me up cause it was 630 and then i miss the bus started crying in gym literally really hard and lauren was like aw dont cry and i mean omg theres no use in life n e more