I miss Tracy Morlock!<3
I miss her so much<333333
I love her and miss the times me her and judi would have. we were inseperable. No one could ruin our times when we were together. everyday we would get off the buss at the same stop (most of the times at my stop haha) and hang out till late at night. Us three would sit in the same three seater seat everyday all together even if there were many empty seats around us. We didn't care...we just wanted to be near eachother. Judi would sit next to the window...i would sit in the middle and Tracy would sit on the end right next to the opening. One day there was a spider on the window...it wouldn't leave for a week...everyday me and judi would push tracy out in the isle cause we weren't going near that huge spider..haha poor tracy. Tracy introduced Judi and i to A Static Lullaby a long ass time ago. Our song is The shooting star that destroyed us. I miss her so much it hurts. I just miss a lot from the past, not that the times i have now with my friends arent amazing. but tracy isn't coming back. us three were connected so tightly. It doesnt matter if we all don't talk to eachother for a long ass time...we still act as if nothing has changed. *sigh* sorry....had to be depressing for once. i just love her so much. i just loved the three of us so much.
on a brighter note i started The Catcher In The Rye and it is great. I went to the Pine barrens festival with steph suzie and crabs/Kyle...it was fun. now i am about to go to bed.
Tonight i will sleep with a gun in my mouth
Goodnight my love
Goodnight my love
<3