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just got back from church and it made me feel worse my gf kept on sayin u no its wierd now(relationship) and its not that mad me sad to no she thinks its wierd and then she s like i need a ride home and im like ok(sweet more time with you) but we get outside and she was like im going wit lacee and i was like w/e bye and such she doesnt get that everytime that i see her i dont want it to end it makes me feel like everythiings ok when im around her exept for the worries she might leave me but its aweseom just to see her near me all beautiful like and it makes me wanna smile i wish she only new that if i could see her every minute or everyday i would but it seems like shes easily annoyed by me. i dont no why ill touch her and she'll put my hand down try to get her to hold my hand and she wont things like that make me wonder thats all well yah ill prolly not play cs again tomorrow i love how the days i dont play it my girl is busy cant tomorrow cuz of banquet which will keep my mind of everything and be laid back and have some fun and EAT!!! well im out and not in a good mood bye