Mar 01, 2004 19:29
do ppl jsst reli hate me this much?? it seems like with every guy i meet. they use me. hate me. n give up on me. they dnt even like me 2 start wif. i cryed so much last nite. he cudnt even tell me himself. i jst tried 2 b happy 2day at skool so no1 wud notice i was even remotely upset. it was hard tho. god this song reminds me so much of the guy i love. :(:( wen its gonna stop. wen am i gonna b relieved from all this pain?? i dnt think i eva will b. lifes too long. we go thru all this sufferin 4 nuthin. about 70% of us find tru love n r so so so so happy. n then the other 30% av the shittest life only lovin ppl without gettin any love bak. therefore bin unhappy all our lifes. i jst wanna b loved. acknowledged. respected. its like im jst an easy target 2 hurt. im gonna go now cos im cryin agen....where's all the tears cumin from?!