Jul 17, 2007 02:43
sometimes we judge before we even bother to scratch the surface and look beneath, and those we love can be isolated by the unwillingness to understand without cutting them open.
Assumptions are made about the outermost layer, without knowing what lies where the light has not yet reached.
Sometimes our own minds block out emotions, and we fool ourselves into false securities, only to be blindsided when the supressed surfaces.
Sometimes we hurt those we love, and other times we are hurt by those we love, and sometimes love fades when truth goes unspoken.
Sometimes we watch things deteriorate, with hopes of a better tomarrow, but hopes do not make change, action makes change.
Sometimes we blame others for not taking action, when we sat there on the other side with no intentions of change.
Worst of all, sometimes we fail to recognise the signs of someone truthfully hurting, in need of love, and give them a cold shoulder and send them off alone to face their demons.
Things are not always what they appear, most times we can not see the whole truth from our vantage point. Think what you must about what you can see, but know that in forgetting to search for truth and understanding you can forget about the meaning of unconditional love.
It is not my job to explain each problem in my life, and maybe i dont want to spend my day dwelling on all of the things going wrong. I shouldnt have to explain what makes a bad day, week or month. We all have them at some point in our lives. I will not sit around and be judged for not knowing how to handle the problems that I am dealing with, I am doing the best that i can. If it is really that bothersome, then replace me, because obviously my presence doesnt mean a damn thing. Dont stick around out of pitty, I have my truth, I have love, and i will fight tooth and nail to become everything i want to be. I shouldnt have to explain my life, fears, and intentions to feel loved. I dont need that kind of love.