Jun 27, 2006 13:40
so yesterday was the date... the 6 month mark of greif. who would have thought that yesterday could be so good? there were times where it ached to think it has been six months without him, without his smile, laugh, or advice, but i made it through. I honored his memory by smiling laughing and even giving advice to a friend. I have great friends, that understand, and i appreciate them.
i think everyone has been taken by suprise to see this new me, happy and silly the way i used to be. I know the change has been sudden, but i promise, this is not the bottom about to fall out, this is the beginning of my life, i have re-evaluated, i have changed for the better. i love myself, and my life, for the good the bad and all the inbetween.
what could have been an extremely hard day turned out great.
i couldn't be happier
~peace, love, and rock&roll