one battle won
updating two days in a row... i kno... amazing
so today i had this strange urge to sit and sulk. i just wanted to be miserable... i mean... i dont actually want to be miserable, hopefully no one does, but there was just this part of me that was like "give in... be depressed..."
me i just kept saying "hell no i wont... i am not gonna shed more tears over this crap"
"come on... why fight it... just be sad"
so today was a battle, but i didnt sit and sulk, i played piano, took a bike ride, talked and did some things on the computer. I refuse to sit there and let myself feel like shit.
so today was a battle won! i really can do it. this whole, choosing to be happy thing is harder than it sounds, but so worth it.
so today i had this strange urge to sit and sulk. i just wanted to be miserable... i mean... i dont actually want to be miserable, hopefully no one does, but there was just this part of me that was like "give in... be depressed..."
me i just kept saying "hell no i wont... i am not gonna shed more tears over this crap"
"come on... why fight it... just be sad"
so today was a battle, but i didnt sit and sulk, i played piano, took a bike ride, talked and did some things on the computer. I refuse to sit there and let myself feel like shit.
so today was a battle won! i really can do it. this whole, choosing to be happy thing is harder than it sounds, but so worth it.