Okay..
So I am gunna start to update this thing more often so I can kinda keep track of the baby through the computer and through paper. But the computer is safe just in case anything happens to the paper.
I dont know whats going on in there because the stupid doctors wont tell me anything till the end of this month. I am really scared and and I constantly freaking out about miscarriages. It's REALLY hard not to smoke because I am soooo stressed out. But it cant be done.
Two names I though of are....
1. Abigail Lynn - girl
2. Kaden Michael - boy
Steves gone to Maryland for two weeks also which doesnt help my worries. What if something happens while he's gone and he comes home and he's not going to be a daddy anymore? Ugh...He left at 2:30 in the morning. And I'm not sure the exact date he's supposed to be back and I'm sad. I dont want to work anymore because I am scared that any move I make will squish the baby. But I NEED to work because we'll need the money.
More later, I need to take my meds.
I dont know whats going on in there because the stupid doctors wont tell me anything till the end of this month. I am really scared and and I constantly freaking out about miscarriages. It's REALLY hard not to smoke because I am soooo stressed out. But it cant be done.
Two names I though of are....
1. Abigail Lynn - girl
2. Kaden Michael - boy
Steves gone to Maryland for two weeks also which doesnt help my worries. What if something happens while he's gone and he comes home and he's not going to be a daddy anymore? Ugh...He left at 2:30 in the morning. And I'm not sure the exact date he's supposed to be back and I'm sad. I dont want to work anymore because I am scared that any move I make will squish the baby. But I NEED to work because we'll need the money.
More later, I need to take my meds.