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i havent updated in forever. no one else does. but pretty much life is good.
school is really hard up here. its ridiculous. my schedule is so easy. but my core classes english and govt are the hardest ever. i have had more home work this past month than i have EVER in my life.
i work at this pizza place called bottoms up pizza im a hostess. i love it. the people are hilarious. managers are amazing. guys are hot and fun to flirt with. jobs easy. get paid 7 dollars but i can pretty much get a raise every month. over summer i saved up alot. and i dont have much to spend money on yet.
i dont drive. still. not even a permit. which i hope i will get this weekend maybe. hopefully.
friends are okay. mostly just hang out with this girl taylor. shes funny and really easy to get along with. we have english together thats how we met. i also take dance class with these two girls, maddy and emily. both are cheer leaders but really nice.
lots of cute boys at the school. i have talked to this one from work, but i could see the drama forming so me and him are better off friends. right now i like this boy. his name is chase. we talk all the time. he drives a nice BIG truck. and hes really tall and really cute. hes the sweetest guy so far, and always says the cutest things. i could like him alot.
i think josh screwed me up in the head though. i can flirt and talk to any guy around, until it comes to one i actually like or want to get closer too. i guess im scared of being dumb like i was with josh, being oblivious to everything and lied to constantly. i just need to get over it i guess.
i still talk to kaitlyn alot and yvette. i miss amanda rubini so much. and i actually miss timber creek atleast i could pass up there with out even trying.
i havent talked to my brother in months and i am really worried. i miss him so much and i wish he could come live iwth us, but i also wish he could change and stop lying.
i cant believe its almost 2 years since lane died. its so weird thinking about all of the years that have passed. knowing him since kindergarten, which seems like yesterday to being a senior.
less than a year away. i will be somewhere in college. on my own. hopefully driving. no parents. no curfew. and its scares me more than anything. im not ready. i have to take SAT's ACT's and still manage to stay calm enough not to have a heart attack or something.
lord save me.
school is really hard up here. its ridiculous. my schedule is so easy. but my core classes english and govt are the hardest ever. i have had more home work this past month than i have EVER in my life.
i work at this pizza place called bottoms up pizza im a hostess. i love it. the people are hilarious. managers are amazing. guys are hot and fun to flirt with. jobs easy. get paid 7 dollars but i can pretty much get a raise every month. over summer i saved up alot. and i dont have much to spend money on yet.
i dont drive. still. not even a permit. which i hope i will get this weekend maybe. hopefully.
friends are okay. mostly just hang out with this girl taylor. shes funny and really easy to get along with. we have english together thats how we met. i also take dance class with these two girls, maddy and emily. both are cheer leaders but really nice.
lots of cute boys at the school. i have talked to this one from work, but i could see the drama forming so me and him are better off friends. right now i like this boy. his name is chase. we talk all the time. he drives a nice BIG truck. and hes really tall and really cute. hes the sweetest guy so far, and always says the cutest things. i could like him alot.
i think josh screwed me up in the head though. i can flirt and talk to any guy around, until it comes to one i actually like or want to get closer too. i guess im scared of being dumb like i was with josh, being oblivious to everything and lied to constantly. i just need to get over it i guess.
i still talk to kaitlyn alot and yvette. i miss amanda rubini so much. and i actually miss timber creek atleast i could pass up there with out even trying.
i havent talked to my brother in months and i am really worried. i miss him so much and i wish he could come live iwth us, but i also wish he could change and stop lying.
i cant believe its almost 2 years since lane died. its so weird thinking about all of the years that have passed. knowing him since kindergarten, which seems like yesterday to being a senior.
less than a year away. i will be somewhere in college. on my own. hopefully driving. no parents. no curfew. and its scares me more than anything. im not ready. i have to take SAT's ACT's and still manage to stay calm enough not to have a heart attack or something.
lord save me.