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Im not sad. Maybe its because i dont have to see him. It doesnt hurt. Because i have already been hurt too much. I really like it up here. Its beautiful, i just wish i met some people my age. Which i will cause my friend is coming up here :] and shes from here. My job isn't fun, but its intresting. I work with default loans. and i do a search for the people the company cant get ahold of. I miss my friends. Kaitlyn,Jess,Britt,Amanda,Yvette. But i know one day i will have friends liikie that here. Hopefully.
The weathers gorgeous. We live in a place like avalon, in a cute little town house. Well 3 bed 2 1/2 bath. Its nice and easy.
oh but this is how i feel. i have cryed too much before to cry any more. he was yours first so go ahead and take him back. we both know whats good for us but we always do what worst. i wish for you the best. and this probably sounds pretty fake, but take it as you wish. but you dont have to worry about me. i will not call him, its already been 5 days. yeah i counted but i really am trying. im not trying to erase him, because he was a big part of my life. as in yours. Probably at the same time (lol but not really). But im trying to forget how i felt. Its working.
Moving away from him was one of the best things i could do. I deserve better. He deserves better. Maybe oneday we can be friends. But for now, im moving on.
The weathers gorgeous. We live in a place like avalon, in a cute little town house. Well 3 bed 2 1/2 bath. Its nice and easy.
oh but this is how i feel. i have cryed too much before to cry any more. he was yours first so go ahead and take him back. we both know whats good for us but we always do what worst. i wish for you the best. and this probably sounds pretty fake, but take it as you wish. but you dont have to worry about me. i will not call him, its already been 5 days. yeah i counted but i really am trying. im not trying to erase him, because he was a big part of my life. as in yours. Probably at the same time (lol but not really). But im trying to forget how i felt. Its working.
Moving away from him was one of the best things i could do. I deserve better. He deserves better. Maybe oneday we can be friends. But for now, im moving on.