update

[lifesbrink]

so a lot has and hasn't been going on lately
it is summer, so try to think of why anything would be going on
i have lost a huge part of my motivation to do anything
im not quite sure why, but i think it has to do with my dreams interfering with my mind
i need more to do here, or........
i have met a lot of people this summer, and lost a bunch
i have stayed away from relationships for a full year now
i see that as an improvement in life, people just arent to be trusted in a relationship
some of the closest people i knew became sluts, one became infested with std's and stupidity, and i need to be back in school
ok, i have lost my concentration here.....
more later.....