Tired.
well i was gone to the cottage for 3 days
had a lot of fun for the most part, at least after sara was gone
viscious girl thinks she can beat me, well ha, i dont think so
everyone is on my side after all
i know none of you know what i am talking about, and im not up to explaining since this journal could be read by one of them
anyways, we had fun up there
got drunk again, cept this time we were just all laughing like crazy
it was a lot of fun in any case, i have pics to prove that, but once again, i cant post
not that any of you would want to see, my eyes are my only redeeming feature....
but whatever, at least i'm not hideous right?
i have had to abandon a lot of people lately
i know this is tough, but i do it anyways, and you wonder why?
well when people are always happy and can talk about nothing but how great their life is.....it gets to you
i wish i had the confidence to be like that, but i dont, and since i'm a guy and expected to be confident its worse cause i'm ignored for it
oh but not girls, they can be shy all they want and get away with it
i wish i understood why people follow societal boundaries that make 0 sense
at least i dont, but because of that i lose
well at least my friends in person stick by me
like amy brown, who by the way has gotten a livejournal account
http://www.livejournal.com/users/cordova
no entries yet, but she should put one tomorrow
im going to help her fix her journal up with colors and stuff
amy is about the coolest girl you could ever meet, she is quiet yet full of surprises
i couldnt ask for a better friend, expecially since she held my sanity together this last semester
i need to have some better dreams too, lately they have been boring, icky
night....
had a lot of fun for the most part, at least after sara was gone
viscious girl thinks she can beat me, well ha, i dont think so
everyone is on my side after all
i know none of you know what i am talking about, and im not up to explaining since this journal could be read by one of them
anyways, we had fun up there
got drunk again, cept this time we were just all laughing like crazy
it was a lot of fun in any case, i have pics to prove that, but once again, i cant post
not that any of you would want to see, my eyes are my only redeeming feature....
but whatever, at least i'm not hideous right?
i have had to abandon a lot of people lately
i know this is tough, but i do it anyways, and you wonder why?
well when people are always happy and can talk about nothing but how great their life is.....it gets to you
i wish i had the confidence to be like that, but i dont, and since i'm a guy and expected to be confident its worse cause i'm ignored for it
oh but not girls, they can be shy all they want and get away with it
i wish i understood why people follow societal boundaries that make 0 sense
at least i dont, but because of that i lose
well at least my friends in person stick by me
like amy brown, who by the way has gotten a livejournal account
http://www.livejournal.com/users/cordova
no entries yet, but she should put one tomorrow
im going to help her fix her journal up with colors and stuff
amy is about the coolest girl you could ever meet, she is quiet yet full of surprises
i couldnt ask for a better friend, expecially since she held my sanity together this last semester
i need to have some better dreams too, lately they have been boring, icky
night....