Here's to the nights we felt alive Heres to the tears you knew youd cry

Dec 31, 2005 11:18

Ok ok ok, I know its been foreever since I've updated. I'm supper sorry. Ok, I don't know if anyone even reads it anymore, I just like things to sound dramatic and what not. But in all honesty I've been supper busy with a lot of things.

ITS FREAKING SNOWING OUT! OH YEAH!...sorry that was random but i just noticed it. lol

So this is gonna be like one of those memory type things since todays the last day of the year.

This year has deffinately been one of the strangest. I had a lot of good times, but a lot of bad times as well. The worst day of this year and the best day of this year for me sort of tie together. The worst day was August 15, due to a tractor trailer accident which caused me to have my first fatality as an ems personell and almsot caused me to stop all together, however, the best day of the year for me was December 7, because I got my results back from my EMT class and saw that I passed. To me they sort of play together. Hmm, lets see what else happened this year? I fell in love and got my heart broken. I had a job that I hated, but I quit cuz it was stressful with school and emt class, now i miss it. I met some awesome people that lefta lasting impression on my life, like Jess, Sage, and Megan. I bcamse really lose with some people, and really distant with others. I went to some cool shows and looked at a rainbow with people that I will never forget. I had a birthday party with Cindy, not many people came but we had an awesome time anyway. Well there were more good times and more bad times, I was depressed for a while, for no apparent reason, but then Megan straightened me up. I fought withsome friends but we got over it. I've missed some people more than I know how to explain. I've gone through a lot of changes. And I believe that I have become a better person. I've learned a lot from other people. For instance, the whole trust thing, its hard to trust people, but if you don't, your not gonna have anyone. And don't be afraid of getting hurt, because if are, then you are never gonna go for anything, and you'll regret everymoment of it. However, I try not to regret, because everything I do makes me who I am today. Well at midnight tonight a new year starts. Another chapter begins. I hope you all enjoy it. Be safe, have fun,. Dont do anything stupid.

Happy New Year.

Have a good year everyone
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