your letter.

[lifesablizzard]

Dear Friend,

Today was a good day.
I am glad that I have somewhere to go to get warm.
I am glad I have shelter over my head.

Thanks to my best friends ever.
I love my church homies.
I am proud to be a princess.
I am glad to have such close friends.

Thank you for getting a garage door opener.
My days of lifting the garage door are over.
Thank you also for the new shower head.
It's like Christmas, early.

I also enjoy being invisible.
I wish I could just turn invisible to everyone.
It just really works for me.
I am also glad I am not cool enough.

Thank you for being there to cheer me up.
Thank you for the pat on the back.
Thank you for the smile.
Thank you for talking to me about things you need to talk about.
It makes me feel important.
I hope I am.
You are my family.

I'm sorry for being a whore.
I'm not really tho.
You just look at me that way because I'm different.
I am just outgoing and it hurts when you look at me that way.
You know, or atleast you should know,
That I am not that kind of person.
I have compassion and manners.
I guess it only really matters what I know I am.
I would like to have your approval of everything I do.
Just because I am not confident.
That is not something I can obtain.

I feel like a loner.
From my loss of half of my friends.
All I want is for a few more people to talk to.
It is so different with so much less.

Goodnight and goodmorning.
We should do something tomorrow.
You should call me.
Maybe you could come over.
We could have hot chocolate.
Dance in the rain.
Sit by the fire.
Dry ourselves off.
Talk about life.
Safe in our home.
Just you and me.
You are all that matters.

Sincerely,
With Love,
Samantha