turn your cd to # 9

Sep 23, 2005 23:49

today was fun.
the movie was good.
we hung out.
then yeah.
i went to the game by myself.
my friends love me i know.
i was a loner.
i saw my friend katie.
who i hadn't seen in so long she goes to sfsu
she took me too in and out.

im an emotional trainwreck.

the sad song of the night: what sarah said: death cab for cutie

'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
Then the nurse comes round and everyone lifts their head
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die"

So who's going to watch you die?..


And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer of father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breathes as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak of the LCD took you a little farther away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent that out memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds
But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself

'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
Then the nurse comes round and everyone lifts their head
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die"

So who's going to watch you die?..
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