the california sun cascading down my face
i think im too concious. about weird things. like today i didnt go on the carnival rides. why? because it was 2.50. who cares that my aunt was paying for it. it doesnt seem right for me to was that much on 30 seconds when people in africa live, or lack ther of, off of less than one american dollar a day. i know i'm not helping anyone by not riding the ride and the money just went to buying icecream for them later. but it just feels so wrong.
my family acts like my health is such a big deal. when my mom says im going vegan they say oh the only vegan people i know are sickly and blah blah blah. they don't know. have they tried it no. its not a permanant choice if i get sick what do i do simply go back to eating mean. i've been veggie for a little more than a year and a half and frankly its getting boring im ready for a change. and why dont they take a look at the rest of the family they're all overweight. maybe they should worry about their own health. thats why i love my parents. theyll let me try it. or anything. atleast once.
i'm ready for school to start. i want new people to be around. i want to go out. i best better feel better tomorrow or i'll cry. i want to go to starbucks and get tea and sit and talk to someone for a really long time.
is something wrong
"you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now, no we can't talk about it now."
my family acts like my health is such a big deal. when my mom says im going vegan they say oh the only vegan people i know are sickly and blah blah blah. they don't know. have they tried it no. its not a permanant choice if i get sick what do i do simply go back to eating mean. i've been veggie for a little more than a year and a half and frankly its getting boring im ready for a change. and why dont they take a look at the rest of the family they're all overweight. maybe they should worry about their own health. thats why i love my parents. theyll let me try it. or anything. atleast once.
i'm ready for school to start. i want new people to be around. i want to go out. i best better feel better tomorrow or i'll cry. i want to go to starbucks and get tea and sit and talk to someone for a really long time.
is something wrong
"you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now, no we can't talk about it now."