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[lifes_reject]

How do some of you out there in the world do it? how do you just throw caution to the wind and go after whatever it is that you want out of life? I've tried and tried and somehow Whatever I throw against the wind comes back and hits me in the face. I really don't know what I want to do with my life, as in a career. No clue. I have a few ideas but

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[sensimillia]

you know, Amy Dumas, most know her as Lita, got into wrestleing by taking her ass to mexico and basiclly hanging around until someone asked her what she wanted. I understand this isn't something you can do, however, I would suggest sending some e-mails. maybe writing some letters. you know the address for wwe headquarters can't be that hard to find. and I'm sure there's a way to find it fairly easily...wwe.com try looking there, it's where I'd start.

as for you military career, honestly my friend, I don't think they'd take you. I think you're a little heavy for their taste. not that you coudln't lose some weight, but why the military? I still don't understand what possesed Stevo to go. I admire him for doing it, I mean c'mon now lets face it, who among us EVER saw Stevo in the army at this stage in the game? certainly not I.

as for the automotive field, you know, all it takes is for you to spread the applications around, make some phone calls, and do some leg work. there's plenty of speed shops in jacksonville. C'MON DOOD!! we're int he middle of the redneck belt, everyone here needs a mechanic.

you don't necessarily have to uproot your life, I did and look where it landed me, right back here where I started. granted, I've found a wonderful job, but jesus christ, I spent almost $60,000 bux to get here. you dont' wanna have to do that. live for yourself, do for yourself, motivate yourself, and if you need help, for god sake ask. there's plenty of us who are willing to give ya a hand, you know this.

a wise person once said to me, once you figure out what it is you want to do with your life, the hard part is over. after that, all you have to do is go do it.

so figure it out man. then...go do it.

Holla.

[lifes_reject]

you havent seen me since your return have you :) i've dropped about 20-30lbs or so over the last 4-5months ;) down to a svelt 235ish now and planing on dropping at least 20 more before the end of the year.